Ive been sleepinq late at niqht as ai listened to MJ12. Its qettinq bored each day, without KC. Now its KakJun. Pfhhht. Bylerh larh KC nq kembali nyk? 

Yesterday had a nice sharinq with ChachaSmurf. We shared MANY`MANY thinqs. &Ai love her<33 She qave me advices. &Ai cant believe that ai cried when she said that. That niqht, ai wasnt stronq. But Chacha made my niqht. She cheered me up. She adviced me. &Ai fall for her words. Cha, y'know i'know(: Havinq someone who stole her friend away hurts ehy Cha? Pfhht. Halfway throuqh Msq-Inq, ADEHR ORANQ PAITAO =.-" Cha told me to wait as she wants to share somethinq about [J]. *Ehem`ehem* Then, my phone went silent.. No more vibrations AT ALL. Y'know why? Cause Cha's asleep =.-" Oh yu asshole! Tido tq baqhe warninq. Biadap itu ^^

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To You :

Whenever ai saw your name appearinq on my phone screen, ai would cry without second thouqhts. But, ai werent sure if ai should reply your msqs or not. For this, ai have to make triple thouqhts cause ai'm afraid that ai will hurt another person's feelinqs. Ai dont want that to happen but, ai still replied to your msqs. Why? Cause ai miss yu. Ai miss yu real bad :( Qod knows how ai feel riqht now. Yes, ai'll be able to stand on my own feet, without yu. But, ai just need the THREE of us to be like before. Ai miss those olden days, [ insertname ] :( Please, stop hurtinq me. Ai've cried many times for yu. &Ai dont feel its an advantaqe for me. Let me let it ALL out here. Okaay? &Sorry if ai hurt ANOTHER PERSON.

Sakeyt hati saye dibuatnye :( Ive qot alots more to share but, ai just control my tears. &So, ai'm stopping here.