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` ShashaStoria ?
20.11.09 @ 8:42 AM ▼
Dear Diary,

Its been th whole day\whole niqht since I`ve nhod eatenn. I kept cryinq non-stopp & waitinqq fhor hyse call ohr msq. I can`t qet my sentence riqht whenn I talk to ppl. They triedd to console me & encouraqinqq me to be stronq. Bhud all I cann think is tht about hymme. I criedd till I have no tear`s left.

Thouqh he text`ed me at 3am, I still felt tht hyse far awayy. Todayy he will be qoinq to th Bedok Hq aqainn. I hope nothinq happen`s to hyyme ey.? When we were otp`inq, he kept sayinq don`t worry about hyyme. Hyse uhckayhh & hyse HAPPY GO LUCKY. Bhud I`m th one who suffer`s out here. I need hyyme . Talkinq & textinq hyyme yst wasn`t enouqhh. I just wanna be on hyse side, ALWAYS. Bhud I can`t.

I can`t even have a propehr meal & sleep. Th moment I triedd to shut my eye`s, I remembered about hymme & hyse face were in my mindd. He saidd, if he were to sit in either boy`s home ohr hostel, it will be 4 years. 4 years without hyyme.! I`m qonna suffer.! I need hymme.! I love hymme.! I promise`ed hyme tht I could wait fhor hyme IF he were to sit in. I just wantedd hyyme to be fine & stay out than in.

Whenn I spoke`ed to hyme yst, I can`t stopp cryinq & he kept tellinq me tht hyse fine\happy\cool. WTF?! Ako yq merane siol.! He triedd to make funn to make me lauqhh. Bhud, I can`t. How cann I lauqhh in this kinda situation sia.? He kept tellinq me tht hyse worried tht "psby" fromm my taqboard will come & findd me. All I cann say to hyme is, "Biahrkann uhhc apr psby tuu naqk bwad. Yq Shasha tawuu, An selamat.!" He scolded me whenn I told hyme tht. He says, "Taqkm mciammciam uhhc.! Wa syq samr lu.!" Yes, I knew he were showinq hyse carinq`ness attitude to me. I appreciate it load`s. Bhudd, I want hyyme save first before I save myself.!

Wondehr I cried my whole heartedly out.? It`s because, I effinq love hyyme.! I can`t stopp worryinq & thinqkinq about hyyme. All I cann do is pray hardd for hyyme todayy & hoppe nothinq will happenn to hymme.


IMISSHIMSOMUCH!
[A]n[P]asti[K]embali.!
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ShashaBintanq.
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