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I lead a life for Four-Teen Years ,,, January Princess -
Am Single + Unavailable. -: Am happy with my status,(:
MSN? Ask(:
kaypoters, come.
ai rather die .
23.2.10 @ 1:05 PM ▼
this is pictures that were taken yst . my face sumpah burok + masai . qkan`qkan`qkan .? bhud , your negative comments is nhod needed . you may keep it to yourself jehr lahr . save your breath gituu (:
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the girl above is tasha bunchit . she's my precious bhybhy (: hahha . yst , had fun w her . sumpah TRUCKLOADS .! (: swear taqk bluff oiy .~ ini ppn , yaya tikos pey bhy . uhh , so .? pinjam dea skjap sahjehr . & , ILOVEHER . (:
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monday , as usual . aft school slacked (: bhud today is kinda "mendak" .
first fact : nhod much people is around .
second fact : all dont know where to go { ? }
so , while yat & others are planning where to go , myself , tasha , shy & nur wet to 264 . smoke`smoke dhen go mac again to meet they all . skali , shy was lyke woried about her babydy . so myself & tasha accompanied her to th front of th school gate . & we discovered there were no one left . shy sudahr mangkok sahajehr (:
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nur went home . why .? cause she felt hurt when [ insertname ] says :
"qlw qw naqk pedeh`pedeh , puas hati qw taqk pyah lepak ngn qter lagy . gy baleyk sudahr ."
& nur did just that . kesian tgok si nur :( .
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aft shy went home , tasha asked m to accompany her meet hadri
{ nhod shure of his name ? } at 258 . kecoh pah ny hadri bawak rombongan !? ai & tasha was lyke ,
"kimak . rmai pehr sial ? "
hahha . bhud , before meeting tht botak guy , myself & tasha pujok nabil & haikal to give us one stick of rokok . mawuu kecoh (:
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aft "lepak" w hadri , dino & friends , ai & tasha lepak w SCP'sians (: ini first tyme tasha lorh .
qkan bhy qkan !?
hahha . dhen , myself & tasha planned to prank NURADRIANA . hahha . padan dengan muhkr dea (: sumpah ahku & tasha suhkr siuuuls .~ lol ,
[ shall nhod elaborate here ]
around 1700 .? myself & tasha head back home . before naek train , sempat go meet yat , adam , hairi & risqan jap . slam dhem & trus go off (: dhen , pat dlam train tasha sumpah kecoh naqk mampos .! hahha . qter amek gmbr etc`etc abey ketawehr kuat`kuat suhmr . org tgok qter atas bwah siuuls . (:
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this is th pictures that ai took awhile ago when ai was dolling up as ai wanted to go to jurong polyclinic . btw , shasha rindu arin lehh xD . hahha . enth knp tetibr ai miss arin . ai miss her stories & ai miss th things we shared together .
arin , ai know you know lahr qkan .? *keneng naek`naek*
so , today woke up at 0525 , told mama that ai am nhod in th mood to go to sch as ai'm down w fever . & th sore throat's killing me . aduhai . ai wanna get well soon , can .? slept again & woke up at 0730 . bathed & straight away bused to jurong poly . texted w yuyul & adam .
thanks for accompanying me korg . (:
ai've stucked there for nearly 3hours . doctor told me that there were nose blocking in my nose & that causes me to have sore throat . ai swear , it hurts for me to swallow my saliva , eat my food & drink . & th feeling's sucks -.-" trust me , its v.v.v painfull :( .
Labels: boy .\, i miss you.
it takes a second to hurt someone .?
2.2.10 @ 7:17 PM ▼
When you have loved unconditionally one man and lost that love, it leaves a wound that never heals, a sad and broken heart, avoid forever. All of our young lives we search for someone to love, someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope, all the while wondering if somewhere and somehow there is someone searching for us.
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Im just being random. I dont know why I missed him so much but we actually eye contacted to each other. People might say, "qw bdoh sahk Sha mateh nan Anuar." Yeah, I know Im stupid. But all that dahr lepas`qkan.? Korg mseh naqk mrah ahku.? Sudahr lahr. Its nhod as if ahku naqk patah balek sahmr Anuar, btol.? Ahdoi.!~ Korg pk, th way korg mrah`mrah ahku ny suhmr bleh bwad ahku luhpr dea.? Taqk mungken lahr siuuls. As I say. Yes, mmg qter dahr break. Bhud taqk slah`qkan qlw ahku naqk simpan rase RINDU pat dea.? Yer, ahku bdoh. Uyh, BEYH.? Taqk`qkan lahr korg naqk ahku bermusoh sahmr Anuar.? Wahpiang.~
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To Yuyul,
Bb, yu dahr knp uyh musi.!? Dahr bdoh pehr sia qw minah.!? Qlw stress, taqk pyah sm naqk lari rmah pah. Btol!? Kncb uyh qw Yul. Yu rmai qwan siak bhy.. Ahpr yg yu naqk risao`qkan.? Ahdr problem, bleh share nan qwan pehr. Abeh what for ai salu dgr yu pehy citr qkan qlw my intention is nhod to help. Think lahr dear. Rmai prg perlu`qkan yu taoo bb. Haiyo. Susah dtg uyh yu -.-" Apapr yu bwad, pk pahsal org`org yg syg yu bley!? Dont just think of yohrself lahr.! Org syg yu, org care for yu. Yu tawuu.? Taqk`qkan. Whatever yu do, think of yohr family, Ajjar. Yu qlw sedeh`sedeh pat luahr, abeh qlw Ajjar tawuu. Amcm.? Taqk kene fuck yu.? Alermaqk. Qw ay minah, mtk kene sikuu-7 siak. Mmg uyh Family yu kdng`kdng pohn cam taqk peduli w what yu do. Bhud, that does`nt mean that they dont love yu or hate yu dear. Yohr Dad & Sis pkol bantai yu, is because they love yu bhy. Bkan`nyr doang taqk syg yu. Cumr doang taqk tunjok`qkan jehr. Yu taqkm pk negatively lahr bb. Anything, just caryk i qkay dearest.? Taqkm depressed tawuuqk(: Ai love yu lahr syg<33.
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